Well it is one of those days I am going to vent, simply for myself. I dropped off my daughter with my dad at 7:20am and then drove through the wonderful philly traffic to work. Then followed by a long day of work with moments of ADD. Only then to leave work and sit in accident traffic for an hour which limited my time with my baby to about an hour and a half. Then she was off to bed due to exhaustion and being cranky. I sit here on my couch with my mind numb for either exhaustion, stress or confusion that I am attempting to relax. I feel like turning off my phone, locking my door and hiding out in my bed, lol. When I see other working mothers I think, wow they have it all pulled together. However, after speaking with them I am realizing you either give up on sanity or just loose it all together. I mean I do have a daughter, so I can only imagine the years to come. I am trying to figure out the secret to surviving some days and it may just be taking it day by day. Who ever came up with that saying? Seriously, do you think women can take it day by day? Of course we cannot, especially when our occupation is an event planner. We are always worrying about the next day, week, month and years. This is where I get spiteful against men because although I get angry with the way they can just relax and be so calm and laid back (but secretly I think all us women envy that because we cannot be that way). I pray at night for God to keep me strong so I can get through the day with a true smile on my face. Thank God I have my daughter because she brings that smile to my face, and maybe that is the secret. We get surprised by the simplest things in our lives that change our day, like a funny face, hug or a kind deed done by the ones we love (love you mom and dad :)
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